2008-12-13 , 11:29 p.m.
Sometimes you have to follow your instincts...
And I'm too smart for this.
When you know that someone isn't diary-fodder worthy. You know the relationship isn't worth pursuing.
Sometimes a guy can seem so important when you're all delighted. Snuggled up in the cozy daydream, of the thought, that he just might love you.
It's sad when you re-read that statement back to yourself aloud, and realize how pathetic it sounds.
Clouds aren't for living in. Delusions are just that.
And you know some dreams are just so absolutely whacked out, that when you wake up, your first thoughts are, "Wow, that was freaking insane, is it a full moon, or did someone slip a little PCP into my cocoa?"
"You make it easier to be. Easier to be me... Felt like the world fell from my feet. Gave up on myself, you didn't give up on me... Like coming home. Coming up for air..."
-Lifehouse
I want that kind of relationship. One where it just feels right. It's just easy to be with each other.
